Wow, has it really been a week since my last post? A lot has happened; such as, the most stressful week of my life. I have had play practice everyday this week, until about ninish or later. I have had so much homework. It seems the teachers really pile it on the last week of the quarter. I don't understand why though. Oh well, it makes the time really pass quickly. I am ending the quarter with all A's. My bitch of a mom says I have to get off now. See you later.

Right now I feel like crap, but we'll get to why later. First I am gonna tell about what I did today. This morning I had to get up early on a Saturday, because I had to take the PSATs. I think I did OK. I definately think I did better than last year. I am not quite sure how well I did, last year, but it feels as if I did better this year. LOL After the test, I went to the bank to withdrawl some cash. I was able to get in and out of the bank within five mins. I met, Weeza, Melissa, AJ, Ashley, Chase, and Geoff over at Chases house. (Of course Chase was there.) We all went out to eat at Qdoba, and it was yummy. Afterwards, no one wanted to do anything with me.....Oh well, that's what happens when no one loves you. I went home to my true love....my computer, and watched Homestar Runner videos until it had to get ready for work. (Aw Wiight!) I was scheduled to work 5-11. Here's why I feel like shit. It was probably about 10:45PM, and my manager Mitch told me he had a job for me. I had to send a fax for a customer. This was a 19 page fax. Mitch told me that after each page, the fax machine would print a copy varifying that the page was sent successfully. Well, after the first two pages were sent, I picked up the "copy" that the fax machine printed out, and ripped it up. (It had personal material that the customer didn't want getting out. And by the way, the fax was being sent to the army. It was a psychological examination of a soldier.) The customer asked for the original copy back, so I went back to the fax machine, and found out that I had ripped up the original copy! I apologized 5 million times, and then the customer helped me tape it back together, and make a photo copy of it. Thank God you couldn't tell it was ripped up after we photo-copied it. Well, we finally got the fax sent, and I clocked out 26 minutes past the time I was supposed to. Well, I am feeling better because we finally got it solved, and now I am just trying to get past the horrible feeling I have. It's OK. By the way, I work 3-9 in casual dining tomorrow, and if you are lucky....I may just give you a little discount on Chinese food. *hint hint* Anyway, I have to speak at the adult forum at church tomorrow, so I better get going to bed. First, I have to plan my speech. Well, nighty night. I love you!

Well, a lot has transpired since I last posted. But before I delve into the details, I would like to formally apologize to Jennilee. I forgot to put her blog on my link list. I feel like crap now. I am so sorry Jennilee. You know I love ya though. Anyway, back to my life. Recently, some of my friends have been extremely stressed out with life, and some of my "friends" haven't been so friendly about it, and have not been doing what they should be doing. But, the coalition I am a part of has decided to take a fierce action against it. Also, I have recently strengthened an already strong relationship with one of my friends. (You know who you are.) I recently have found out who my true best friends are, and am extremely grateful for them. (Again, they know who they are.) Little Shop of Horrors is...coming along.....but not really...the band sounds great, and will be awesome by the time opening night comes. No matter what they say. The Ronettes are....well...yeah...they need a lot of work. I almost have all the choreography totally mastered. Tomorrow is payday! Yay! Finally, I have money. I would have more if some people finally paid me and Chase back for a certain project they promised they would chip in for. I have seen $10 so far, and it kinda pisses me off. Especially since they have had money since then. Well, I guess that ends the money loaning game. No chip off my shoulder. Well, I am gonna check out Homestar Runner. See ya later. I love most of you! He he. Seriously.

Today I had to work. It was so friggin' busy. Here's what happened: Around 6 o' clock, tons of people came in all at once. It was so busy. Well, the coffee wasn't hot anymore, it was just warm. So, of course, everybody wanted coffee. I had to make 3 pots of coffee. When I went to make the coffee, I found that there were three pots of cold coffee sitting under the brewers. Not only that, there was a puddle of coffee all over the table back there. AAARRRGGGHHH! The same person left a puddle last week! It better not be like that next week. Well, after cleaning it up and making the coffee, I had to bus a whole bunch of tables that piled up while I was making the coffee. After finally getting the tables bussed, I went on break. When I got off break, I had to start closing, but I was behind. I didn't get done by 9, and I left HyVee at 9:30. It took forever to get done. Well, I am tired. I am going to go to bed. Maybe I will write something more interesting tomorrow. Nighty night. I love you all!

This is the poem I wrote for AP Lit and Comp. I don't know why I am posting it, but Weeza wanted to read it. Well, tell me what you think.



A Friend

If ever there was one, then surely she.
A true best friend forever she will be.
If ever something happened, she, I’d miss.
To be a friend of mine, she plainly is.
She trusts me with her life, and me with her.
She makes the violent day, a simple blur.
She listens first, then gives me her comments.
When I am sad, she cheers with compliments.
My secrets, with her she can keep fore’er.
Through everything, she seems so debonair.
Becoming my best friend, sets her far above.
Is this just friendship, or deep down, is it love?

As you can tell, I am not poet...and I know it. LOL

Oh yes, I forgot to answer My Weeza's question on her blog: The Characteristics of a TRUE best friend. Well, I would have to say that they can be told ANYTHING, and they will give their honest opinion of it, and let you make your own decisions. You can tell them ANYTHING, and they wont tell a single living soul, not even their boyfriends or girlfriends. You can relate with them about anything, and you have multiple inside jokes with them. They love you deeply, and care about how you are doing. They support you when you are feeling down, and they will allow you to vent to them. I am feeling very sentimental right now. I am thinking about all the wonderful friends I have. I love all of you more than life itself. I would definately take a bullet for all of you that fit the description. I love you all.

I worked tonight, which sucked. On the other hand, I saw a lot of friends come into HyVee to visit me. (Even though some of them didn't come to visit me. I saw them anyway.) I will list the ones I remember: Stephee Eide, Amy Loftesness, Becca Bennet, Ebby Shanklin, Jenny Roth, Kayla Person, Megan Bott, Renae Bagguns, and Hale Becker. Oh yeah, I heard that AJ Evans and Melissa Huntsinger came in whilst I was on break. Anyway, before I went to work, I called Geoff and asked him if he wanted to go to the bank with me. I didn't want to drive all the way across town alone. After doing business at the bank, we went to Peking, and had some lunch. I took Geoff home so he could hang out with Katie. I went home, and...did laundry. I was in the cleaning and organizing mood tonight. LOL (Weeza, you know what that is like.) I did some laundry, and then I cleaned up some of the remnants from the Monster Garage that took place a couple of weeks ago. LOL I went with Stephee Eide and My Weeza to the Mall. We met at the Gap. I wanted to get a belt there. And after getting the belt, we left, and looked at costumes at the Halloween Store. Then, Weeza and Stephee went into Victoria Secret. I stayed out and waited. They both came out with bags, and claimed it was gum and mints. Their bags were a little too full for gum and mints, but go ahead. Deny, Deny, Deny! Unless they are mint gum flavored underwear! J/K LOL! Hee hee. Anyway, I went to work, and this customer gave me the nicest compliment I have ever received.
He came in and asked me how I was. I said I was great because I got to sleep in until 10:00. He said, "That isn't late, that is still kinda early." I said,"Well, compared to what I sometimes have to get up at during the week, it is late." He asked what time I get up during the week. I told him that I get up at 5-5:30 sometimes. He asked why so early. I told him that I have Executive Suite rehearsal sometimes. I also told him that I have play practice after school everyday until at least 6, and sometimes around 9 or later. He asked me what time I go to bed. I told him that I usually go to bed around midnight or as late as two sometimes. He said,"And then get up at 5?" I answered yes. He then asked me how my grades were, and I told him that I was on the honor roll.(Some of my friends were nearby at this time.) He pointed to them, and said,"Well, when do you have time for all these beautiful women. I told him that we hung out Fridays after play practice usually. (Here's the compliment.) He said, "Because of all of this, you are going to be a very successful person when you get older." I said thanks, and was happy the rest of the night.
Well, that's pretty much it right now. I will let you go. I love you all.
P.S. the belt was too big, and I am going to take it back.

Hello everyone! I thought I would post as a lot has happened lately. First and foremost, I thought I would clear any questions on the whole Angela thing. I don't plan on doing anything about it at all. And Chase, even if I did, I wouldn't just go up to her and ask her out. I would do things as friends first. Do you think I am that rash? To tell everyone the truth, Angela was just a person that I told people about because I thought it was funny. I have no intentions whatsoever to do anything about HER...but nevermind. I auditioned for All-State, and I found out yesterday, that I made it in. Big surprise. Some of my friends made it in, but others didn't, and I am sad. Some of them really deserved to make it in. I plan on going to the mall with Weeza and Stephee around 2 today, and then I work 5-11 tonight. I have to work 2-9 casual dining tomorrow. I would rather work casual dining than sit up front and deal with customers all day. Blah. Anyway, I better get going. I have to shave, I am beginning to look really like a dirty Mexican. Gotta go! I love you all!