Bliss

So, I guess I should update, huh? Well, not much is new in my life. Show Choir this year kicks some serious ass. I can't wait to go to the competitions and see the looks on everyone's faces when we are actually awesome. It just makes me smile thinking about it. Our show at the pancake feed was awesome. We perform in the homecoming talent show this year, which is exciting that we have songs done already. We performed "You Raise Me Up" by Josh Groban and "You Can't Stop the Beat" from Hairspray. At the talent show, we are just doing "You Can't Stop the Beat." I am excited for it, even though we are probably going to be called fags by the retarded jocks. It's okay, I think they can be bitter since they will be serving me lunch at Burger King when I am old and successful. I agree with Geoff, friendships are changing. And yes, I believe that it is a good thing. This year is busy. We are in full swing of rehearsals for Dearly Departed. It's a funny show. You will all enjoy it. Also, I will probably be taking Stephanie Tschetter to prom this year. I asked her if she'd go, and she said yes. So, that'll be tons of fun. Last night, Geoff, Craig, Ashley, Melissa, Nick, Stephanie D., and Kelly hung out at Chase's dorm. Amy Jorgensen was there too. We watched some movies, and had a generally fun time. In case you don't know who Kelly is, she is a new friend of ours. She works at Starbucks, and we kidnapped her the other night. She is really cool. I look forward to hanging out with her more. I added a link to her blog on the right in my links section. Speaking of my links section, I added some more. I will be going through them someday and eliminating the unimportant ones, so just a heads up to save the sites you go to in your favorites as they won't be there forever. I hope to change my template too. I may even change my title. I have a good title in mind, we'll see if I follow through. I am very busy, so I don't know if I'll have time to make all these changes. Well, I am gonna go. I need to do some stuff for college applications before I go to work. I work 3-9 in casual dining. Come on in and visit me! I love visits. If you are stupid, don't visit me, I don't want to see you, but everyone else can come. Well, love and hugs all. Until next time....

Who am I?

Well, it is now 10:46, and I am supposed to be working on one of two papers due tomorrow. I don't know how to describe myself in a paper that is 2-3 pages long. I sit here and think about myself. I wonder what I have used my time for in the past 3 years. I realize that I have spent it: being in theatre, being in choir, wondering whether I was in love, wishing I was in love, wishing I was thinner, wishing I was better-looking, spending time with friends, having deep conversations, being jealous, denying the truth, laughing at things that really hurt, procrastinating, laying in bed thinking when I should have been sleeping, treating a best friend as if I hated her, and doing other such things. I think about it, and most of the things I have done in the past were self-centered. "The good of the one over the good of the many." I don't like the way I have been. I could have changed. I chose not to. Now is the time for the change. I am going to be less selfish, and I am going to start treating people the way they should be treated. I would just like to apologize for any wrongs I have made towards any of you. I should have left my problems in my head rather than do things to other people out of jealousy, anger, bitterness, and envy. I am sorry. Well, Stephee and Jenny, that's my post. Love and hugs, everyone.

Many apologies

I am sorry I haven't updated for such a long time. In fact, you will have to wait longer because I am going to bed very shortly. The only new thing is I am drama club Vice-President, and auditions are in swing right now. Well, I am gonna go take a crap, then I am gonna go to bed. Talk to you all later, hopefully. I am a very busy person. Well, love and hugs.