Wednesday, March 31, 2004
Well, I drove Audrey to school today. It was fun. It is definitely a beast. LOL I hope to get my CD player in there as soon as possible. It may take a while. Well, Chamber went to Norfolk, Nebraska for a competition, and realized that DK signed us up for a show choir competition. OH well, we still performed, and tried to make the best of it. We got two standing ovations during our performance, which always feels good. Anyway, I need to get going on homework. I have show choir at 6:30 AM. Best of Show is on Saturday. Come and support Executive Suite and watch us perform. Ask me for details. I leave you with one comment: Never get discouraged and give up on something just because others are doing it. Be your own person, and don't be shallow! Lots of love.
Tuesday, March 30, 2004
Sunday, March 28, 2004
Well, today I worked, and it was a good day. It would have been better if someone would have come in, but oh well. She prolly didn't know that I worked. Anyway, it was pretty dead at work today. I had a bunch of friends work with me, and I talked to them on their breaks. Then, at 8:30ish, Weeza came in to pick up Jacob for their dat.....I mean hanging out. Anyway, I got off about quarter after 9, and then I came home and came online. Before I forget. Thanks for the post Jenny! Keep 'em coming. Anyway, tomorrow, Audrey is getting her new plates! I hope I can drive her to school on Tuesday. Maybe I will have a party for those who want to help retire Courtney tomorrow night, and then we can officially transfer everything to Audrey. (Moment of silence for Courtney) *wipes away a tear* Alright, I will be okay. Anyway, I am procrastinating going to bed. I just want to keep being online. Well, I will see you all at school. Love you all.
P.S. To whom it may concern: Go ahead, be bitter. You are right, the world will go on. I am not that wonderful. (If you are confused, too bad. I am not explaining this to anyone. The person it is intended for will understand.)
P.S. To whom it may concern: Go ahead, be bitter. You are right, the world will go on. I am not that wonderful. (If you are confused, too bad. I am not explaining this to anyone. The person it is intended for will understand.)
Anyway, today was a good day. My fahja and I went to go see if Audrey still worked. We put a brand new battery in her, and she works just fine! I can't wait to start driving her around. I can't drive her until we get some new plates on her. And we can't do that until Monday. I am hoping to be able to drive her on Tuesday.I am going to have to create some new good memories. I found out from my dearest friend, Katie Rose, that many people know my secret, even though I have only told a few people. No! This can't happen. Oh well, just as long as the subject in question has no clue about it. Anyway, there isn't much new with me. I worked 5-11 today. I mainly worked in casual dining. We were really busy today. Well, I am gonna talk to a fellow late-nighter (Katie). Love you all.
Saturday, March 27, 2004
Well, I think it is about time that I update. Today, was a good day. I didn't have much homework until I got to biology (the class that I never have homework in). Figures. Anyway, the newest bit of information is that Courtney (my beloved car) is going to be retiring permanently this weekend. I will surely miss her. I have had so many fun times in that car. Moment of silence for Courtney, please. My CD player is in there, and I want it out. I will have to get some new speakers probably. And, I will need to take it to Best Buy for the installation. Some information about my "new" car: 1. It is a Chevy Van. (gigantic) 2. Brown colored 3. Brand-new engine, tires, and breaks 4. Needs new battery. We will be retrieving my car tomorrow, and getting a new battery for it. I hope everything works on the van. Today after school, I took Aaron home, and then Chase came over to my house and we had Ravioi. Yummy. After that, we went to the mall and hung out. We didn't expect to see anyone worth our while, but we did. We saw: Nick, Katie, Kacie, and maybe some others. I can't remember, I am really tired. Well, after the mall, we went to Lincoln High School for the play, The Werewolf's Curse. It was, surprisingly, good. There was this kid there, and his name was Andy Schnabel. He was an awesome actor. He looked just like Joe Sullivan and acted about 10 times better than him. It was a hilarious play, and if you can go, I suggest you see it tomorrow on closing night at 7:30. Be there early, it sold out shortly after 7. After the marvelous play, Chase and I went to Amy J.'s house and watched 10 Things I Hate About You. P.S. Julia Stiles is uber-hot. Anyway, after the movie, we went home, which brings me to the computer and typing to you. Well, I am tired, and my brother and his friend are being retards. Anway, I am going to bed now. I love you all. P.S. Julia Stiles is still hot. teehee
Thursday, March 25, 2004
This is going to be a hard post. In this post I will try to say a lot, and yet, say only a little. Sometimes tough decisions are presented to a person. They must choose which path they take. One, will have a more negative impact than the other. I was presented with a very tough decision. I acted upon it, and some people didn't like the way I did. I know that the decision I made was the correct one, and that things will turn out right. Now, here's the hard part. I know that there are hurt feelings on both sides of the court, and I don't like it. Now, as another decision, I need to say something: "I'm sorry." I know that you didn't like what I said. I had to say it, I was being honest, and you didn't like it. I will just have to not say what I am actually feeling next time. What we have had, was a wonderful thing, and I dont' want to see it go to waste so fast. I was looking over previous conversations, and I realized that you have been good to me. I have been cruel with the way I have acted and that I was acting out of anger. We must have had a communication error, because what I said was not meant to get back at you, it was not meant to ruin your spirits, it was not meant to stop any developing of closer friendships. All I meant to do, was be honest. That is what you have told me to do, but I guess in this case it wasn't the best thing. Kinda like telling a girl that she looks fat. Not a good thing to do. LOL I am sorry, and I do love you with all my bean, and I hope you can forgive me.
Sean
Sean
Wednesday, March 24, 2004
Chase said I should update, so I am going to. This is going to be a random post, because I have a lot on my mind. What I learned recently, is that some people never change. They have a bad habit, and they try and try to break that habit, because it causes nothing but pain and trouble. Then, something big happens and they totally revert back to the same bad habit right after the bad thing happens. Sound vague? Good. I just find it interesting. The point I am trying to make is: people never seem to grow up and dispose of their bad habits. On to another topic. Spring. It is a terribly wonderful season. (oxymoron) It is wonderful because the weather gets nicer, and people seem to find a "shmoopie." It is a terrible season because grades drop and...people seem to find "shmoopies." Point 3. Today was contest, and I did pretty well considering I haven't practiced in three weeks. I received a 2. Anyway, I have some homework to do, I want to conquer this spring fever!
Sunday, March 21, 2004
Hi all. I just thought I would post. After Lance's party last night, I began to think. I was thinking about how much I love my friends. I love you guys a lot. I don't say that enough. But, just to say it one more time, I love you all. I really do love you, no matter how much of an asshole I can be. I know that sometimes I may yell at you, or say mean things to you, but I really do love you from the bottom of my heart. When I see you all next, I will tell you I love you and give you a big hug. I love you guys, you mean everything to me. Without you, I have nothing. I appreciate everything you do for me. I love you.
Saturday, March 20, 2004
Your Heart is Purple
What Color is Your Heart?
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LOL, how ironic, and funny all at the same time.
Friday, March 19, 2004
Hey all, I am in Mad Cow, a coffee shop in Mitchell, SD. We are here for Mitchell Show Choir Classic, a competition. We performed, and are EXTREMELY pleased with our performance. It's definitely better than the USD Jazz Fest. *giggles* We had our band this time. We reviewed this coffee shop, and they received a 4 cups of joe out of 5. We are excited, and hope we make finals tonight. It will be a blast. There are some really good show choirs here, and we are hoping that we can compete with them this year. LOL. Next year, we will be even better because we will be more established. Anyway, I am really tired, and am running off of adrenaline. Well, wish us luck. *farts* See you in Sioux Falls! Love you.
Wednesday, March 17, 2004
Everyone should take a look at my previous posts, they are pretty funny. Anyway, I figured I would update everyone on my life. Things are much better. Yesterday, Chase asked Steph Degelau out and to the prom. She said yes. It makes me happy to see him happy. Anway, yesterday was the USD Jazz Fest. I left school after third period, and Chamber drove up on the bus. We arrived, warmed up, and performed. We competed against, 2 West Sioux City groups. And everyone knows that Sioux City is always tough competition. Well, we got third, Sioux City 1 got first, some other group got 2nd. We beat a Sioux City team! I am pleased with our competition. Show Choir competed later in the day, and we didn't have our band. However, we had a tape of our accompaniment, and our piano player (Chase) was there. Mrs. Fode thought it would be a good idea to have Chase play along with the music. It would have been fine if the speakers facing us would have been turned on. We couldn't hear the start of the music. It was really bad. We were off beat for most of Fame, Footloose, and Ain't No Mountain High Enough. We continued singing as if everything were normal. However, they weren't. We left, either laughing or almost crying. We thought we did terrible. However, when we went to the awards ceremony, we were shocked that we got THIRD PLACE! We are so excited for our competition at Mitchell on Friday. It is going to be so much fun. We may actually be able to place this year at a decent competition! Anyway, on to more recent news, Cresta asked me to prom. I said yes. We are going to have a fun time. We are going to do stuff with Chase and Steph D. prolly. It's going to be a fun time, I can't wait.
Here's another thought: Have you ever tried to cut off all connections with someone, and they can't get the point? It isn't one of my best friends, so don't worry. They just keep talking to me, and complaining to me. I don't want to hear it anymore. Just stay away from me, and we'll get along just fine.
Well, I am tired, and I need to do some reading. I will talk to you all later. I love you!
P.S. Take a look at my quiz things in the previous post.
Here's another thought: Have you ever tried to cut off all connections with someone, and they can't get the point? It isn't one of my best friends, so don't worry. They just keep talking to me, and complaining to me. I don't want to hear it anymore. Just stay away from me, and we'll get along just fine.
Well, I am tired, and I need to do some reading. I will talk to you all later. I love you!
P.S. Take a look at my quiz things in the previous post.
Monday, March 15, 2004
I was looking at Chase's old blog, and I noticed people keep posting on it. They are retarded. Don't they know he changed it? And people are really retarded because they attack his opinion, and well, I just want to shoot all of them with a high-powered rifle. Why would anyone be so retarded as to make comments like that. And what's worse? They are two-chicken-shitted to put a name to their comments. Another thing, they attacked his Christianity. NOBODY, AND I MEAN NOBODY HAS A RIGHT TO CALL SOMEONE A CHRISTIAN OR NOT A CHRISTIAN. THOSE ARE THE PEOPLE WHO THINK THEY ARE THE IDEAL CHRISTIAN AND THEY ARE PERFECT. I AM SURE GOD LOVES IT WHEN HIS PEOPLE TRY TO TELL THE OTHER THEY ARE NOT GOOD CHRISTIANS. TECHNICALLY, YOU ARE REPELLING PEOPLE AWAY FROM CHRISTIANITY. I DON'T CARE WHETHER YOU ARE GAY, STRAIGHT, BLACK, WHITE, ASIAN, MORMON, OR CATHOLIC, YOU HAVE NO RIGHT WHATSOEVER TO CALL SOMEONE A BAD CHRISTIAN. WELL, I GUESS THAT'S WHAT YOU GET WHEN YOU AREN'T BROUGHT UP CORRECTLY. NOW THAT'S A WEAKNESS.
You are the Crayon Box. You have a multicolor
personality. You mix well with all the other
colors because there's a small part of every
color inside you.
What Color Crayon Are You
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Have you ever wondered why people do what they do? I do constantly. Who do people tell someone one thing, and go and say something totally different to someone else? People can be cruel, and they can also be nice. It is their own personal choice. In actuality, it all comes down to who they are with. People worry too much about what their friends think of them, and they can mistreat others who care about them by making rude, uncaring, comments when they think someone isn't listening. Recently, I have heard one of these comments. I decided to ignore it, but as I thought about it more, I realized this person wasn't understanding what was going on with me, just as they wanted me to be understanding with them (which I was). Although I may not have acted as though I understood, I did. One couldn't expect me to be my normal, peppy, smiling self right away. I am not going to say anything to this person. I just wanted to let them know that I did hear them at the lunch table, and that I am disappointed in them. I am not going to tell anyone who this person is, but this particular person will know that it is them. I guess it goes to show that you never actually know a person...no matter how much you trust them.
She's Always a Woman To Me
By Billy Joel
She can kill with a smile, she can wound with her eyes.
And she can ruin your faith with her casual lies.
And she only reveals what she wants you to see.
She hides like a child, but she's always a woman to me.
She can lead you to love, she can take you or leave you.
She can ask for the truth but she'll never believe.
And she'll take what you'll give her as long as it's free.
Yeah, she steals like a thief, but she's always a woman to me.
Oooh, she takes care of herself.
She can wait if she wants, she's ahead of her time.
Oooooh, and she never gives out, and she never gives in,
she just changes her mind.
And she'll promise you more than the Garden of Eden.
And she'll carelesly cut you and laugh while you're bleeding.
But she'll bring out the best and the worst you can be.
Blame it all on yourself, cause she's always a woman to me.
Oooh, she takes care of herself.
She can wait if she wants, she's ahead of her time.
Oooooh, and she never gives out, and she never gives in,
she just changes her mind.
She is frequently kind and she's suddenly cruel.
But she can do as she pleases, she's nobody's fool.
And she can't be convicted, she's earned her degree.
And the most she will do is throw shadows at you,
but she's always a woman to me.
She's Always a Woman To Me
By Billy Joel
She can kill with a smile, she can wound with her eyes.
And she can ruin your faith with her casual lies.
And she only reveals what she wants you to see.
She hides like a child, but she's always a woman to me.
She can lead you to love, she can take you or leave you.
She can ask for the truth but she'll never believe.
And she'll take what you'll give her as long as it's free.
Yeah, she steals like a thief, but she's always a woman to me.
Oooh, she takes care of herself.
She can wait if she wants, she's ahead of her time.
Oooooh, and she never gives out, and she never gives in,
she just changes her mind.
And she'll promise you more than the Garden of Eden.
And she'll carelesly cut you and laugh while you're bleeding.
But she'll bring out the best and the worst you can be.
Blame it all on yourself, cause she's always a woman to me.
Oooh, she takes care of herself.
She can wait if she wants, she's ahead of her time.
Oooooh, and she never gives out, and she never gives in,
she just changes her mind.
She is frequently kind and she's suddenly cruel.
But she can do as she pleases, she's nobody's fool.
And she can't be convicted, she's earned her degree.
And the most she will do is throw shadows at you,
but she's always a woman to me.
Well everyone, it is I, Sean, again. Today was kinda rough. I had a lot on my mind that needed to be cleared out. I have decided to wait, again, and see if things change. I have decided to take a break with women, in a way. I am reserving my love for one person. I hope things turn out, but if they don't, I will still have a great friend. While the pain remains, and will remain for a while, I will still wait, for the one who steals my heart all the time. (No matter what she says/does to me.) I know I may sound crazy, but there may be something there. Who knows. Only time will tell. But, as Chase says, "Three strikes, and she's out." She's sitting at two, and I don't have the heart to kick her out. This may sound weird the way I am saying it, and you may not understand. But, the people who need to know, will know. I know love hurts, but it's worth it. I love you all, and I leave you with this one bit of advice. "If you love someone, hang on. It will be rough, but in the end, you will end up with someone who will be with you forever."
Sunday, March 14, 2004
Saturday, March 13, 2004
Well, I suppose I should make an actual post today. The last two have either been just a quiz or very vague. teehee. Well, not much new has happened except for me being uber-happy. I can't remember the last time I have been happy for such a long period of time. Guthrie was awesome. We saw Romeo and Juliet, and I was criticized many a time for smiling too much. LOL Hey, can't a guy be happy? lol Anyway, the bus I was on, sucked. There were boring people on, with the exception of Chase, Geoff, Jacob, Katie and Aaron. I talked with Chase a lot on the way there about...various things. Anyway, I have been hanging out with Chase a lot. It's been fun. Yesterday, we all went over to his house for lunch. That was fun. There were a lot of fun people there. teehee. But, the fun ended when we had to go to Chamber. We improved since the day before, but we still need a lot of work. We found out that for Tuesday, the show choir doesn't have a band for the USD Jazz Fest. It sucks, because if you don't have a live band, you don't compete. I am pretty angry right now. OH well, we have more competitions. Anyway, I work today 3-9, and if you want to visit me, I would be even happier than I already am. I love you.
Thursday, March 11, 2004
Tuesday, March 09, 2004
Your Energy is Blue. You are a creative thinker
with an active imagination. Artistic and
talented, you want to reach the stars and bring
them down to form. You are trustworthy, honest
and reliable. Others feel comfortable in your
presence as you project a non-threatening,
serene energy.
You would do well in any of the helping
professions, as an artist, singer, diplomat,
orater, or clergy member.
What color is your energy?
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Saturday, March 06, 2004
Hey all, the other day, I saw one of the best movies ever. I have never cried so much during a movie before. If you haven't seen Passion of the Christ, I suggest you go see it. It is a gruesome movie, but I never got grossed out during the movie. The more graphic it was, the more sad it got, because it was so sad that it actually happened. Anway, after the movie, Steph D., Weeza, Chase, Geoff, and I went to Oscar's for some "soul food." Laura McCarty and Lizzie saw my car there, so they came in and sat down in our booth. They stayed for a while, but then we decided to rent a movie and go to Chase's house to watch it. We rented Johnny English. We were all very cold so, we all had a cuddle orgy to keep ourselves warm. Ashley Ludewig and I made a little cacoon and had a very warm pocket of air under the blanket. We both ended up falling asleep, and missed part of the movie. OH well, no one was really watching it anyway. LOL I work today, so if you really love me, you will come in and visit me sometime between 5-11 tonight. Well, talk to you all later. I love you.
Wednesday, March 03, 2004
Hey all, I know know you want to kill me for not updating since....forever. I have been really busy, and all the times I do have to update, I am really tired, and don't feel like doing it. Well, first off, I will talk about the new feature on my blog. As you can tell, there is a link that says, "Comment," after every post. If you click on it, you will be able to leave a message for me and for everyone that reads my blog. Please use this, it will make me feel special....No, seriously, use it. I am happy to say that the first person to comment on my blog was Weeza. Thanks, Weeza. Anyway, we finished Robin Hood, and received a standing ovation 2 of 3 nights. It was fun. I would consider it as one of my favorite plays. My Fair Lady is still the best in my opinion. Anyway, the next show is the theatre 2 show, and I am unable to act in it. I was asked by Katie Jo to help her with props, so I will prolly end up doing props. Yay! I love doing props!
Recently, I have started realizing that the school year is almost over, which means that some of my best friends ever will be moving off to college. That makes me sad. But, as Nicholas pointed out: Next year, we will be the ones people will be missing, patchow! LOL I guess that is a plus. Well, I better get going on my AP History crap. I can't wait until I am done with that class. Love you.
Recently, I have started realizing that the school year is almost over, which means that some of my best friends ever will be moving off to college. That makes me sad. But, as Nicholas pointed out: Next year, we will be the ones people will be missing, patchow! LOL I guess that is a plus. Well, I better get going on my AP History crap. I can't wait until I am done with that class. Love you.