Well, this is going to be a different post than normal. I am actually going to steal Ashley's post. This is the exact post Ashley Ludewig posted tonight, and it really made a lot of sense to me. I hope it makes as much sense to you as it does to me.
Why is it such a preposterous idea that two people should meet eachother and be able to have an uncomplicated, happy, functional and uneventful relationship? It seems so rare that two can get together at just the right time anymore, whether it's because one is currently attatched, too recently un-attatched, moving away, or unintersted all together. It drives me mad. Additionally, why are teenagers built with this idea that the person they choose to be in a relationship with now is the most important decision they will ever have to make. Honestly, why can I not be frivolous and just go with the flow? I feel the need to decipher the pros, cons, possibility of longevity, how my friends will feel, what my family will think, and what effect it could have on the rest of my life--versus doing what my heart says and doing what feels good and right. I say a person should never be given more than one relationship option at a time. Save us all the trouble of having to choose between two. You know, a funny thing about our group is how gossipy we are. None of us can deny it, either. I think we feed off of it to tell you the truth. We all suck the juicy information from eachother and then move on to the next social gathering or call someone else and share what we've uncovered. Like a swarm of bees pollenating a group of flowers. It's amazing. I don't really mind, though, I think we somehow get some satisfaction out of knowing what we think no one else does. The reason I bring this up is because I've been recieving a lot of the "pollen" lately and some of it is... well... upsetting. I know that logic says, "Well, it is gossip, so odds are it isn't true." However, I have witnessed it firsthand so there is no doubt. The most truthful reasons for this particular news to be hurtful, or the news itself, cannot be posted here because, well... frankly, it involves a reader and I'm not going to broadcast it to everyone. (You'll all have to wait until it trickles down the grapevine.) It's hard to explain because it involves a very precious piece of myself that has been essentially played down and belittled. Whether or not it has been done knowingly I will not know because I'm not sure I'll ever get to the point where I can openly confront this person. Before I dwell on this subject anymore I will move on. In eleven days it is "Rough Rider Charge" day. On that day the RHS class of 2005 will get our schedules for our senior year, buy our final parking tags, take our last yearbook picture, and all of this in probably half an hour less. Such a momentous occasion crammed into half an hour. To me, this event signifies the beginning of the end. Or the beginning of the beginning if you like. Ten months from now we'll be watching eachother march up an aisle in the arena, grabbing a piece paper, shaking some hands, and moving on to the next phase of our lives. "Ashley Marie Ludewig..." A lot can happen in 10 months. Surely, some of us will start relationships, end relationships, be relationship-less, and be in relationship-overdrive. "Katie Rose Fritz..." One of us will probably lose a loved one. "Melissa Marie Huntsinger..." (Odds are it's me because all four of my grandparents are pretty ill.) Who among us will be going to the college of their dreams? "Geoffrey ------ Nixon..." Which of us is going to be famous? "Sean ----- McCain..." I know one of us will be. "Jacob ------ Grauf..." Thinking about all the amazing, heartbreaking, memory-making things that are about to happen excites and scares me. The future is knocking on our door. Who has the courage to open it? Sorry I don't know any of you boys' middle names. I think I'm going to make the conscious choice to change something about my life. I think I'm going to be more open about how I feel about people. It's going to take work, it'd probably be graduation day before I'd tell someone I love them. (Speaking hypothetically of course.) If I were to die randomly one day, I want to have no regrets. It's better to regret something you did than to regret something you never had the courage to do. I think I'm going to go on a crusade to tell each and every person what they mean to me. Don't worry if I don't get to you soon. That probably means you're just harder to say. That or I don't see you often enough.I want to keep going but I think I'll stop because I think this post is getting a little to long. I love you all. For once I think I really truly mean that.
Thursday, July 29, 2004
Tuesday, July 27, 2004
New pants make me feel pretty while I save lives.
Well, as you can probably tell from the title of my blog, I got some new pants. Yes, everyone, Sean bought his first pair of Express jeans. I love them. "They hug in all the right places." LOL j/k I like them because, as Katie and Weeza pointed out, they make me look less fat. I also bought some new work pants. Dickies, from Hot Topic. I like them, but I am definitely going to wash them before I wear them because they have a very rough texture.
Well, you may be wondering why I said that my pants make me feel pretty while I save lives. It's simple. Tonight, Craig, Geoff, and I are going to go donate blood at the hospital. It'll be fun. I am looking forward to it. Especially since I am doing it because I want to, and not because people are forcing me to do it. Well, I have successfully finished this blog post without saying any of the mean comments that are going through my head right now. Don't worry, they are probably not about you...or are they? Lots of love.
Well, you may be wondering why I said that my pants make me feel pretty while I save lives. It's simple. Tonight, Craig, Geoff, and I are going to go donate blood at the hospital. It'll be fun. I am looking forward to it. Especially since I am doing it because I want to, and not because people are forcing me to do it. Well, I have successfully finished this blog post without saying any of the mean comments that are going through my head right now. Don't worry, they are probably not about you...or are they? Lots of love.
Saturday, July 24, 2004
Surprise!
Well, a blog update is probably in order. The events of the last couple days have been quite exciting. Let's start with Wednesday. It appeared to be just a regular day at play practice. And it was. Play practice was totally normal, minus the strange behavior of people throughout the day. I knew something was up, but I wasn't quite sure what it was.
After play practice, I drove over to Craig's house, and sat outside in my van while waiting for he and Geoff to arrive at his house. During my wait, I spotted Mr. DK walking across the parking lot of the Mormon church. I drove upto him and I could tell he wanted a ride, so I just came out and asked him if he needed a ride. He quickly said, "sure." He got in, and we had a little small talk on the way to his house. I dropped him off and headed back to Craig's house.
Right after I arrived at Craig's, they pulled up. We went into Craig's basement and played XBox as usual. Craig then got a phone call from "Geoff's Grandpa," saying that we could head over to the hotel that "Geoff's grandparents were staying at." We departed, and I headed to my car to drive to the Americinn Hotel, and Geoff told me that I had to ride with him. I immediately knew something was up. I insisted that I drive since "my mom was preparing me homemade macaroni and cheese," as I requested for my birthday dinner, and I would need to leave "his grandparent's hotel room" early. We then walked up the stairs to room 201. Geoff, earlier, told me that he had a key to the room. When we got to the room, he knocked on the door, and said, "We're here!" When the door was opened, I was surprised to see my family sitting in the room on the couches, and yelling, "Surprise!"
I then began giving them hugs and all, and the double doors in the hotel opened up and my friends from the summer show cast and some of my best friends yelled, "Surprise!," as well. I was shocked to see them all there. I was very delighted too. There was tons of food, and many presents for me! I just want to say to Craig: Thank you for convincing my mom to unground me that night, and for helping her with the party. Geoff: Thanks for inviting friend to the party! Chase: Thanks for acting dumb, and not telling me anything. Everyone else: Thanks for being there! I truly felt loved, and almost wanted to cry. Thanks for making me feel special on my 18th birthday party. To those who didn't attend: Sorry for not hearing about it. If you want, you are still invited to my party at Cool Beans on Saturday, July 24th, at noon. I will be there.
Well, that sums up the day of the party. Now, onto Thursday. Thursday was opening night of "Get Smart." The show went well, and after the show, we went to Perkins. It felt odd not having to rush home before curfew. Ahhhh, the joys of being 18. It still feels weird though. After leaving Perkins, Chase, Amy Jorgensen, and I planned on watching The Company. We originally planned on watching it out at Amy's house, but Weeza called and said we could have it at her house. Since we loved her so much, we decided to go to her house instead. The movie had no plotline, but the ballet dancing was so cool. It was a wonderful night. I enjoyed the movie, and the company very much. We shall have to do it again. You guys are so fun to hang out with. I love you.
Tonight was the night of the play, and we performed very well. We had one tech mixup, however. A certain person decided that she would slam the door, and make it fold the wrong way on the hinges. The door decided that it wouldn't open, and chase had to improv a reason why it wouldn't. He did very well. After the performance, we went to Cracker Barrell. The service was so much friendlier than it was at Perkins, and we got out before they closed at 11. We then went to HyVee so Geoff could check his schedule and pick up his pay stub. Chase and I just walked around the store randomly. Weeza called, and asked us if we could pick her up before we went to Craig's house. I said that it wouldn't be a problem, and we picked her up, and proceeded to Craig's house.
At Craig's house, we watched Geoff and Craig play Grand Theft Auto: Vice City. Weeza seemed bored, and to tell you the truth, I was a little bored. Geoff livened up the night by sexually assaulting Weeza. You know, the usual Geoff activites.
Now, I am at home, typing this extremely long post. I think I shall go upstairs and write in my journal. *is reminded of Weeza and smiles* Thanks Weeza!
Come and see "Get Smart" tomorrow night! I love you, and hope your days are filled with wonderful people like mine.
After play practice, I drove over to Craig's house, and sat outside in my van while waiting for he and Geoff to arrive at his house. During my wait, I spotted Mr. DK walking across the parking lot of the Mormon church. I drove upto him and I could tell he wanted a ride, so I just came out and asked him if he needed a ride. He quickly said, "sure." He got in, and we had a little small talk on the way to his house. I dropped him off and headed back to Craig's house.
Right after I arrived at Craig's, they pulled up. We went into Craig's basement and played XBox as usual. Craig then got a phone call from "Geoff's Grandpa," saying that we could head over to the hotel that "Geoff's grandparents were staying at." We departed, and I headed to my car to drive to the Americinn Hotel, and Geoff told me that I had to ride with him. I immediately knew something was up. I insisted that I drive since "my mom was preparing me homemade macaroni and cheese," as I requested for my birthday dinner, and I would need to leave "his grandparent's hotel room" early. We then walked up the stairs to room 201. Geoff, earlier, told me that he had a key to the room. When we got to the room, he knocked on the door, and said, "We're here!" When the door was opened, I was surprised to see my family sitting in the room on the couches, and yelling, "Surprise!"
I then began giving them hugs and all, and the double doors in the hotel opened up and my friends from the summer show cast and some of my best friends yelled, "Surprise!," as well. I was shocked to see them all there. I was very delighted too. There was tons of food, and many presents for me! I just want to say to Craig: Thank you for convincing my mom to unground me that night, and for helping her with the party. Geoff: Thanks for inviting friend to the party! Chase: Thanks for acting dumb, and not telling me anything. Everyone else: Thanks for being there! I truly felt loved, and almost wanted to cry. Thanks for making me feel special on my 18th birthday party. To those who didn't attend: Sorry for not hearing about it. If you want, you are still invited to my party at Cool Beans on Saturday, July 24th, at noon. I will be there.
Well, that sums up the day of the party. Now, onto Thursday. Thursday was opening night of "Get Smart." The show went well, and after the show, we went to Perkins. It felt odd not having to rush home before curfew. Ahhhh, the joys of being 18. It still feels weird though. After leaving Perkins, Chase, Amy Jorgensen, and I planned on watching The Company. We originally planned on watching it out at Amy's house, but Weeza called and said we could have it at her house. Since we loved her so much, we decided to go to her house instead. The movie had no plotline, but the ballet dancing was so cool. It was a wonderful night. I enjoyed the movie, and the company very much. We shall have to do it again. You guys are so fun to hang out with. I love you.
Tonight was the night of the play, and we performed very well. We had one tech mixup, however. A certain person decided that she would slam the door, and make it fold the wrong way on the hinges. The door decided that it wouldn't open, and chase had to improv a reason why it wouldn't. He did very well. After the performance, we went to Cracker Barrell. The service was so much friendlier than it was at Perkins, and we got out before they closed at 11. We then went to HyVee so Geoff could check his schedule and pick up his pay stub. Chase and I just walked around the store randomly. Weeza called, and asked us if we could pick her up before we went to Craig's house. I said that it wouldn't be a problem, and we picked her up, and proceeded to Craig's house.
At Craig's house, we watched Geoff and Craig play Grand Theft Auto: Vice City. Weeza seemed bored, and to tell you the truth, I was a little bored. Geoff livened up the night by sexually assaulting Weeza. You know, the usual Geoff activites.
Now, I am at home, typing this extremely long post. I think I shall go upstairs and write in my journal. *is reminded of Weeza and smiles* Thanks Weeza!
Come and see "Get Smart" tomorrow night! I love you, and hope your days are filled with wonderful people like mine.
Tuesday, July 20, 2004
Suspicion
This is going to be very short. I have a feeling that something is going on behind my back. I hope that it isn't what I think it is. OH yeah, before I forget. Geoff, we have to cancel coffee on Wednesday night. I have family coming over at 7:30PM, and my mom is making me a birthday dinner. Homemade macaroni and cheese, as I requested! Yummy. We can do coffee after the family leaves. Call me when you read this.
Monday, July 19, 2004
Who Knows?
So, yeah, I am sitting here, watching "Jerry Maguire." I got invited twice to go hang out with friends, and, for some strange reason, I don't feel like going out tonight. I don't know why. Maybe it's because I got 5 hours of sleep. Who knows. I am really tired, and don't feel like being around people. My family came home from camping today, and I came out right away and told how I had friends spend the night. They didn't care. Maybe they are beginning to trust me...? Who knows. I am just chatting with Cali, Ashley, Jacob, and Linsdey from work. I have the feeling where I am bored, but then I have the feeling that I am sick. Maybe I am. Who knows? To the friends who keep asking what I want for my birthday: I don't know what I want for my birthday. If you want ideas either ask Weeza, Geoff, or Chase. They know me very well, and might be able to come up with some idea. If all else fails, give me money; money always works.Well, before I leave, I just wanna say sorry to Weeza for being rude to you. It may have felt like I was blowing you off, but I just didn't wanna hang out with anyone, I dont' know why though. Who knows? Well, I love you all; I hope you had a lovely evening.
Another Update
Well, I updated tonight. At first, it may not look like much since this post will probably be short. However, I did update my link bar at the right. I added some names, and some names I still need to find out their new address for their blogs. Well, I was scheduled to work 2-9 tonigh, but I ended up staying until 10 because Aaron, my manager, asked me. It sucked, but I got over it. Right now, Craig and Geoff are both sleeping in different parts of my living room. This weekend was lots of fun. Especially since my family was out of town. I had people spend the night every night.
Yeah, I shaved off the Mexi-stache. It was getting disgusting, and I hated it. It didnt' grow long enough anyway, and it didn't add to my character. If Mr. Hanzen wants a mustache, I'll draw it in like I did last year. Anyway, I am disappointed that no one has commented on my large post before this one. Maybe because they have more important things distracing them....
Anyway, tomorrow is play practice. Oh yeah, did I mention, I TURN 18 IN 3 DAYS. Well, 2 if you count today as tomorrow already. But, I haven't gone to sleep yet. Anyway, my birthday party is at Cool Beans at noon on Saturday, July 24th. Be there! *flashes back to Mr. Quick's announcements, and is filled with dread at the thought of school*
Hmmm....I think I summed up my past couple days! And here's a reminder: Don't forget to Check my quotations blog and my poetry blog. I try to update quotations every other day or so. The poetry blog depends on when I feel inspired. I haven't felt inspired in a while. I am too tired right now, anyway. Don't forget to comment on my blogs, and let me know that you are still out there and care for me. Well, I am going to bed. I guess it turned into a semi-longish post. Oh well. I love you, and hope you have a wonderful week!
P.S. See the play at Roosevelt. 7:30PM July 22, 23, 24. Tickets $5 general admission. I hope to see you there!
Yeah, I shaved off the Mexi-stache. It was getting disgusting, and I hated it. It didnt' grow long enough anyway, and it didn't add to my character. If Mr. Hanzen wants a mustache, I'll draw it in like I did last year. Anyway, I am disappointed that no one has commented on my large post before this one. Maybe because they have more important things distracing them....
Anyway, tomorrow is play practice. Oh yeah, did I mention, I TURN 18 IN 3 DAYS. Well, 2 if you count today as tomorrow already. But, I haven't gone to sleep yet. Anyway, my birthday party is at Cool Beans at noon on Saturday, July 24th. Be there! *flashes back to Mr. Quick's announcements, and is filled with dread at the thought of school*
Hmmm....I think I summed up my past couple days! And here's a reminder: Don't forget to Check my quotations blog and my poetry blog. I try to update quotations every other day or so. The poetry blog depends on when I feel inspired. I haven't felt inspired in a while. I am too tired right now, anyway. Don't forget to comment on my blogs, and let me know that you are still out there and care for me. Well, I am going to bed. I guess it turned into a semi-longish post. Oh well. I love you, and hope you have a wonderful week!
P.S. See the play at Roosevelt. 7:30PM July 22, 23, 24. Tickets $5 general admission. I hope to see you there!
Friday, July 16, 2004
Disappointment haunted all my dreams....
Well, everyone. I finally got my AP test scores back. I received a 1 on the AP History test. *damns Mrs. Leistra to Hell* And here's the real shocker: I got a 2 on the AP Lit and Comp test! *smacks self in face* I thought that one was easy! What the hell did I do wrong? I'd like to see my test and what I got right and wrong. Obviously I sucked if I got only a 2. Oh well, life goes on.
Today was the day we had Audrey Anderson's surprise birthday party. She had no clue what was going on. I loved it. Weeza came over with her cousin, Peter, who I haven't seen since our trip to St. Olaf. It was nice to see him again. He's pretty fun to hang out. I hope we get the chance while he's in town.
Anyway, tomorrow I am going to be seeing. I, Robot. I cant' wait. The previews look so cool. I am going to mow the lawnn tomorrow. (Something I haven't done in forever.
Guess what everyone! I turn 18 on July 21st! Yay! I can't wait to be exempt from the damn curfew law. Everyone is invited to my party that my bestest buddy, Geoff is throwing for me. I am not sure exactly what to expect, since he is highly unpredictable. My party is at Cool Beans on Saturday, July 24th, at noon. I hope everyone can come!
While I am throwing dates out at you all, I may as well pitch what I have been spending the past month doing everyday from 1-6. Everyone is invited to see "Get Smart" at Roosevelt High School at 7:30PM. The performance dates are July 22, 23, 24. I hope you all can come! We need people to come so we can continue our summer theatre program. Plus, you will love it, since I am in it. I play, Agent 44. The best way to describe my character is a whiney bitch who gets all the grunt jobs that no one else wants.
Hmmm....What else is there to talk about? Well, I work this weekend. My parents are going camping tomorrow for the weekend. YAY! More peace and quiet.
Well, I dont' know what to talk about, but I still want to write. Lately, I have been working on college stuff. I am applying for scholarships already. Blah. I hate it. I decided what I am going to go to college for. I am going to be a high school teacher of a subject yet unknown to me. Thus, I will major in Secondary Education and Theatre or English. I am not sure yet. We'll see how it goes. I decided that I am almost ready for school to start again. The way I see it, the sooner we go back to school, the sooner I can graduate and get the hell out of there.
One thing that I loved about the summer is that there was no drama, until recently. Why do people have to be dumb? If they hear something, it is probably best not to tell people that would take offense or be hurt by it. People suck....like Marisa. (Sorry had to throw it in there.)
Well, I am going to try to get some sleep. You know what they say...Early to bed, early to rise. Haha. I wish that applied to my summer sometimes. LOL. Anyway, I love you all, as a mother loves her child. (Yes, that much.)
Today was the day we had Audrey Anderson's surprise birthday party. She had no clue what was going on. I loved it. Weeza came over with her cousin, Peter, who I haven't seen since our trip to St. Olaf. It was nice to see him again. He's pretty fun to hang out. I hope we get the chance while he's in town.
Anyway, tomorrow I am going to be seeing. I, Robot. I cant' wait. The previews look so cool. I am going to mow the lawnn tomorrow. (Something I haven't done in forever.
Guess what everyone! I turn 18 on July 21st! Yay! I can't wait to be exempt from the damn curfew law. Everyone is invited to my party that my bestest buddy, Geoff is throwing for me. I am not sure exactly what to expect, since he is highly unpredictable. My party is at Cool Beans on Saturday, July 24th, at noon. I hope everyone can come!
While I am throwing dates out at you all, I may as well pitch what I have been spending the past month doing everyday from 1-6. Everyone is invited to see "Get Smart" at Roosevelt High School at 7:30PM. The performance dates are July 22, 23, 24. I hope you all can come! We need people to come so we can continue our summer theatre program. Plus, you will love it, since I am in it. I play, Agent 44. The best way to describe my character is a whiney bitch who gets all the grunt jobs that no one else wants.
Hmmm....What else is there to talk about? Well, I work this weekend. My parents are going camping tomorrow for the weekend. YAY! More peace and quiet.
Well, I dont' know what to talk about, but I still want to write. Lately, I have been working on college stuff. I am applying for scholarships already. Blah. I hate it. I decided what I am going to go to college for. I am going to be a high school teacher of a subject yet unknown to me. Thus, I will major in Secondary Education and Theatre or English. I am not sure yet. We'll see how it goes. I decided that I am almost ready for school to start again. The way I see it, the sooner we go back to school, the sooner I can graduate and get the hell out of there.
One thing that I loved about the summer is that there was no drama, until recently. Why do people have to be dumb? If they hear something, it is probably best not to tell people that would take offense or be hurt by it. People suck....like Marisa. (Sorry had to throw it in there.)
Well, I am going to try to get some sleep. You know what they say...Early to bed, early to rise. Haha. I wish that applied to my summer sometimes. LOL. Anyway, I love you all, as a mother loves her child. (Yes, that much.)
Monday, July 12, 2004
Relisting My Ideals
In my life I am going through something like the maintenence of a computer. I am going through and prioritizing things in my life and deleting things from my list of things to accomplish, and even adding to it. I am removing things from my life that don't serve a positive purpose. This takes lots of work and thought. If I seem distant, don't fret. I am just thinking about other things, and don't want to be disturbed. Also, I am making things in my live flow easier. I hope to apply to my colleges before school starts. I want to get this out of the way. I also want to start looking for scholarships, and making plans for college. Well, we have play practice tomorrow, but before that, Chase and I are going jogging. It's going to be a good time. It's nice to have some one-on-one time. I hope to have a nice conversation with him. Well, I am going to go. A friend needs to talk to me. I love you.
Sunday, July 11, 2004
A Call For Help
I try not to do it. I make an honest attempt at it. But, when push comes to shove, I do it anyway. Why? I don't like the bitterness, but just one annoyance sends me down the highway of bitterness. I am going to stop the bitterness. I ask you, my true friends to stop it. Although it may be warranted, I hate it, and ask for your help to stop it. Just make me gag, or slap me on the wrist. I would appreciate it, because I don't want to destroy something so wonderful.
Friday, July 09, 2004
Realizations
I am at craig's house. Today is a wonderful day, it is payday. I got paid $139.00. YAY! Well, I spent the night at Craig's house last night, and now, we are just going to get ready to go to the bank, so I can get some cash out of the bank. We have play practice at one, and I need to go early so I can fix something to prevent my death. I just realized that I have to pee, and Geoff and Craig are taking up both bathrooms. Speaking of realizations, I have come to some realizations in my life. You can ask me about them, if you want, and I might tell you. But, there are some people I just will not tell, for reasons of my own. I really have to pee. Well, I better just get going, because I don't want to type anymore, and because I have to piss.
Monday, July 05, 2004
Reliability
Well, my parents came back from camping today. They knew that friends spent the night, but they didn't care at all. According to my old neighbor, there were lots of girls over here. LOL. Jacob, it's time for a haircut. I really wowed my parents when I showed them my room. Thanks for the help with cleaning my room, Jacob. I appreciate it.
Well, the night my mom and dad left, Jacob, Chase, Craig, and Geoff spent the night. We had a lot of fun. We ate multiple bags of chips. Chase ate a half of a box of fudge bars. We ended up staying up until 6ish. It was funny, because my living room has a lot of windows. It got kinda bright in there.
The following night, we stayed at my house, yet again. We did the same stuff that night too. Including going to sleep at 6ish. Well, on the fourth, Geoff and I worked 4-10. After work, we got some food, and then we proceeded out to Renner to Pam Degelau's house. We had a lot of fun out there. At about 2am, we went to Craig's house, and spent the rest of the night there. We woke up at 12:30, and then we went to play practice. I developed my character a little more, and it's gonnna be funny.
Over these days, I realized that I can rely on everyone and everything in my life to not change. They never change, they are always the same. It can be both a comfort and a nuisance. Play practice is always 1-6, and I see the same people. Work is always dumb, no matter how many friends are working. Summer is always lazy, no matter how hard I try to wake up early and get some stuff done around the house. And, I can always rely on Geoff, Chase, and Craig to hang out with me. I can always rely on my family to not get along with each other. I can always count on my friends to do the same stuff to me that they have always done. Reliability, what an amazing thing...or is it?
Well, the night my mom and dad left, Jacob, Chase, Craig, and Geoff spent the night. We had a lot of fun. We ate multiple bags of chips. Chase ate a half of a box of fudge bars. We ended up staying up until 6ish. It was funny, because my living room has a lot of windows. It got kinda bright in there.
The following night, we stayed at my house, yet again. We did the same stuff that night too. Including going to sleep at 6ish. Well, on the fourth, Geoff and I worked 4-10. After work, we got some food, and then we proceeded out to Renner to Pam Degelau's house. We had a lot of fun out there. At about 2am, we went to Craig's house, and spent the rest of the night there. We woke up at 12:30, and then we went to play practice. I developed my character a little more, and it's gonnna be funny.
Over these days, I realized that I can rely on everyone and everything in my life to not change. They never change, they are always the same. It can be both a comfort and a nuisance. Play practice is always 1-6, and I see the same people. Work is always dumb, no matter how many friends are working. Summer is always lazy, no matter how hard I try to wake up early and get some stuff done around the house. And, I can always rely on Geoff, Chase, and Craig to hang out with me. I can always rely on my family to not get along with each other. I can always count on my friends to do the same stuff to me that they have always done. Reliability, what an amazing thing...or is it?