Well, I am really bored. Tomorrow I decided I am going to try to get a haircut appointment. I hope I can get one, because I am tired of long hair. Tomorrow is payday, which is very good. I am going Christmas shopping with Weeza tomorrow. (She is going to help me pick out things for the ladies on my shopping list.) I really hope I can find everything. I am not too keen about the idea of having to travel on the busiest shopping day of the year. The things I'll do to save money. If you are reading this, don't expect anything big. I am very poor. Well, I will update later. I love ya'll.

Well, here I am, bored, and I am gonna post in my blog. Nothing interesting happens when I post in my blog when I am bored. Lately I have been thinking about a lot of things. I thought I may have just been crazy, but I got a good night's sleep, and things are much clearer now. I now have a defined state of mind. I know all of this is vague, but I don't care. I now know that I have been trying to force something to become more than it already is, but it isn't possible. Only time can make it stronger. Also, I have realized that something in my life is right for me, and nothign can change it. It tells me that NOTHING is going to stop it. It was meant to be, and God is making it stay strong. I am sorry if I am confusing you. If you ask, I MAY tell you about it, but I probably wont because this isn't something I tell everyone. If I don't tell you, don't feel hurt. You can find out in due time. Just give me some support until the time is right for you to know.

I hope everyone is well. I decided to post in my blog again. I know, I usually only do it once a month lately, but I have so much to talk about. LOL Well, play is going well. I am doing much for the props department, but Katie Jo decided to show up today. She will probably get credit for everything I have done, but who cares. That's politics for ya. Today began our Thanksgiving break. (Which is why I am up so late.) It snowed here, and it sucks. I just realized how much I hate winter. Lately, I have realized a lot of things, but I wont bore you with all the details. Tomorrow, I am working 4-8 for Julie Dieltz. I don't like going to work, but I have to save up money for various things. Just recently, I have realized how close my friendships with certain people really are. This has changed the misconceptions I have had about that department. I really have depended on all my friends, and if you are reading this, (you know who you are) I would just like to say that I love you so much, and you mean the world to me. I know it is going to kind of sound like a suicide letter, but for once in my life, I am extremely happy. I have great friends, and things seem to be starting to fall together. All except for the topic of my future. Where do I go to college? What should I do? Do I really want to part with my friends after high school? That part really confuses me, and if anyone has any advice or suggestions or would like to talk to me, that would be most welcome. Heck, we'll have coffee and make it formal. Thanks everyone. I love you.

Alright, I have been told by multiple people that I need to update my blog. My life has been probably the best it has been in a long time, and the most hectic it has been in a long time. Let me explain: It seems that I have finally met the perfect girl. She is wonderful, and I am going to the winter formal with her. You know who you are. I love ya! Harvey is the winter show, and I am a Production Assistant. Not only am I just a PA, I am an old, singing, opera lady. I sing "I'm Called Sweet Buttercup." It is going to be funny. Today at rehearsal, the head of props, Katie Jo, didn't show up. She was supposedly out "buying props." I don't think so. Anyway, Ebony and I are pretty much the head of props. I think it is fun. I would be willing to do it for many other shows. I love it. Anyway, there is going to be someone missing from my life for an entire week. I am sure she will be enjoying herself. All I can do is wait. Well, I have madrigal rehearsal tomorrow. I better get some sleep. I love you all.

Last night was the Little Shop of Horrors cast party. It was at Audrey Anderson's house. After strike, we went over there, and there were a lot of ppl there. Her dad had a bonfire, and fireworks. At around 2ish, we left Audrey's house, and went over to Chase's house. We sat at Chase's house, and after being scared half-to-death, we just sat around and talked about scary movies, and our nightmares. (pretty much everything that scares me.) I left Chase's house a little after six in the morning. It was uber-fun. When I got home, I left a note for my parents, and then I went to bed. I woke up around four. When I woke up, I started doing laundry and did homework. Geoff called, and wondered if I was going to go to bell choir with him. I had everything done, and my mom told me I couldn't go. She told me that I have been gone enough. What the hell am I going to do at home? There is nothing to do! I am bored. I am just gonna go to homestarrunner.com. That always entertains me. Talk at you later! Love you guys.