This is going to be a hard post. In this post I will try to say a lot, and yet, say only a little. Sometimes tough decisions are presented to a person. They must choose which path they take. One, will have a more negative impact than the other. I was presented with a very tough decision. I acted upon it, and some people didn't like the way I did. I know that the decision I made was the correct one, and that things will turn out right. Now, here's the hard part. I know that there are hurt feelings on both sides of the court, and I don't like it. Now, as another decision, I need to say something: "I'm sorry." I know that you didn't like what I said. I had to say it, I was being honest, and you didn't like it. I will just have to not say what I am actually feeling next time. What we have had, was a wonderful thing, and I dont' want to see it go to waste so fast. I was looking over previous conversations, and I realized that you have been good to me. I have been cruel with the way I have acted and that I was acting out of anger. We must have had a communication error, because what I said was not meant to get back at you, it was not meant to ruin your spirits, it was not meant to stop any developing of closer friendships. All I meant to do, was be honest. That is what you have told me to do, but I guess in this case it wasn't the best thing. Kinda like telling a girl that she looks fat. Not a good thing to do. LOL I am sorry, and I do love you with all my bean, and I hope you can forgive me.
Sean