Well, now that I have some spare time...I will post in my blog. A lot of things have happened to me lately. Some good, some bad. Mostly good though. Well, my computer died and we got another computer! YAY! And because I am a geek, I will post the specs. It is a 2.6gHz pentium 4 computer. It has 512MB of RAM, and and 80GB hard drive. It has and integrated graphics card, but that can be upgraded. I also enjoy the flat screen monitor. Yesterday, I found out some things that I was very happy to find out. I hadn't told anyone before two days ago, but I seem to have liked my friend, Weeza, for a long time. I told someone, and she told one other person. Now everyone knows. Even Weeza. Well, everything went well, and we went to the President's Bowl. Things were good at first, but then Drew and TJ were there. Well, as everybody knows, Weeza is a very friendly person. She began flirting with both of them...In front of me. At first, I thought I could handle it, since I have handled it for about a year now, but since I knew she knew that she liked me, it was extremely hard. I eventually asked Ebony if she wanted to leave. She said that she did. I left, feeling extremely depressed. I can't explain how I felt. I felt like my heart was ripped in half. Heidi asked me why I was leaving. I told her that I could bare to watch the flirting, so I left. I talked with Ebony the entire time about Louisa, and it didn't change things. When I got home, I called Geoff. Geoff said that he got off the phone with Weeza right before I called him, and she was crying. I found out that Heidi told Weeza why I left. Weeza felt bad because she doesn't want to hurt me. We are best friends. I ended up calling her, and we talked about it. Since she doesn't want to hurt me, she wants to wait and figure out if her feelings are genuine. I support her totally,and I believe it is for the best. All it takes is time right now. I think I may take to writing poetry. Who knows, but I need a way to express my feelings. Well, my mind is racing, so I better go collect my thoughts. Until later.