Well, it is now 10:46, and I am supposed to be working on one of two papers due tomorrow. I don't know how to describe myself in a paper that is 2-3 pages long. I sit here and think about myself. I wonder what I have used my time for in the past 3 years. I realize that I have spent it: being in theatre, being in choir, wondering whether I was in love, wishing I was in love, wishing I was thinner, wishing I was better-looking, spending time with friends, having deep conversations, being jealous, denying the truth, laughing at things that really hurt, procrastinating, laying in bed thinking when I should have been sleeping, treating a best friend as if I hated her, and doing other such things. I think about it, and most of the things I have done in the past were self-centered. "The good of the one over the good of the many." I don't like the way I have been. I could have changed. I chose not to. Now is the time for the change. I am going to be less selfish, and I am going to start treating people the way they should be treated. I would just like to apologize for any wrongs I have made towards any of you. I should have left my problems in my head rather than do things to other people out of jealousy, anger, bitterness, and envy. I am sorry. Well, Stephee and Jenny, that's my post. Love and hugs, everyone.
4 comments:
No offense or anything Seano, but I couldn't help but think of Zoolander when I read the title. LOL.
That was very inspirational.
Ha. Way to have the determination for change. This better not affect our screaming obscenities and other such things our the windows of your van! :) I like Sean (retard voice) any way he comes... that sounds dirty. Bye! G
So much for updating last night, eh?
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